By Ludwick Hlongwane
Coming to Cape Town to pursue an Honours degree in Bioinformatics at the University of Cape Town, Africa’s top-ranked university, has been nothing short of a dream come true. As the first in my family to reach this academic level, I carry not just my aspirations, but those of my family and community. I am truly proud of how far I have come, and I remain grateful to God Almighty for carrying me through every step.
I will not pretend it has been easy. Settling into UCT’s academic environment was initially overwhelming. The pace, the expectations, and the unfamiliar structure of the academic system made me feel lost, almost as if I had never been a student before. There were moments, especially during exam preparation, when I doubted myself completely. I would study for hours and yet feel like nothing stayed in my memory. At times, I genuinely felt like the “dumbest” person in the room.
But growth often comes from discomfort. Slowly, I started opening up to friends who generously shared how they approached their studies. Their support, along with my persistent effort, began to shift things. I took in their advice, adjusted my study strategies, and the concepts started making sense. Piece by piece, the puzzle began to come together. I wrote my exams, and although results are still pending at the time of this reflection, I walked out of some of them with a quiet confidence that unexplainable feeling that says, “I think I did alright.”
One thing I have learned this year is how to manage my stress in ways that still keep me grounded in my academic purpose. During intense study periods, I would often take walks just to observe the world around me, people laughing, living, and succeeding. That small glimpse of life outside academic pressure reminded me of why I’m here: to build a better life, not just for myself, but for those who believe in me. I would return to my desk recharged, motivated, and ready to continue.
I’m especially grateful for the unwavering support from my supervisor and friends. Their encouragement reminded me that I’m not alone, even when things feel heavy. Their belief in me continues to inspire my self-belief. I do still have fun when time allows. I have learned that joy and productivity don’t have to be opposites. Balance has been key.
Now, as we near the final stretch focused on research projects and wrapping up assignments, I can confidently say that I am stronger than when I began. My eyes are opening to the depth and beauty of this field, and I’m excited to push myself even further. I don’t just want to complete Honours, I want to come back for my Master’s and continue challenging myself in this space that once intimidated me.
This journey has taught me that growth is not always loud. Sometimes it’s the quiet persistence, the late-night realizations, the supportive conversation with a friend, all of which have shaped me into a more resilient, more focused version of myself.
And I’m only getting started.
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