Health Science Reviews

by Brittany Carstens

When I recall the start of my honour’s week, a rush of emotions sweeps over me – the smell of intimidation, the touch of fear and anxiety, the sound of keyboards clicking, and the sight of peers who seemed to have it all together. I felt like an outsider, grappling with self-doubt and uncertainty.

In those moments, it seemed like everyone else had a grip on things while I was lost. How could I ask for explanations when I didn’t even know where to start? How could I keep up with the well-informed students around me? The walls of self-doubt closed in, and I knew I had to do something.

As I connected with others, I discovered a common truth – we were all navigating uncharted territory. The facade of confidence crumbled, revealing shared fears. The sound of keyboards wasn’t a sign of expertise, but an attempt to make sense of the confusion. It was then I realised I wasn’t alone.

With time, the grip of intimidation loosened. I recognised that each step forward counted, no matter how small. The journey remained, and is still challenging, but it was and is still a shared struggle. As the year concludes, the anxiety hasn’t vanished entirely, but it’s evolved. It serves as a reminder of the progress made and the inner battles overcome.

So, when self-doubt wants to navigate its way through my mind, I remind myself: This journey isn’t isolated; we’re all on a similar path and amidst uncertainties, I find strength in the fact that I have a choice not to give up, but to keep on pushing. Believing in ourselves and embracing the unknown are keys to success. We’re not just passengers; we’re captains of our stories. Every stumble shapes us, every step strengthens us – propelling us forward, stronger than before.

So as a reminder: WE. GOT. THIS.