Health Science Reviews

by Miengah Allie

There is only a few months left until this academic year ends and I just can’t seem to not feel overwhelmed and excited with a sense of relief. Overwhelmed because of the constant challenges that I have been and currently facing. Excited because I look forward to the new opportunities life has to offer. Relief because the battles is finally coming to an end. Even though the journey thus far has been solely based on my own interpretation of academics, I just can’t seem to only base my whole academic journey on my interpretation. Yes, I tend to interpret academics as soul sucking, but deep down I know I wouldn’t have it any other way. If I’m being completely honestly, I would definitely do it all over again if I had the chance. My interpretation of academics has been my guiding compass, acting as my unique lens through which I perceive the world of learning. At times, it’s been tough, viewing the world of academics as this soul-sucking entity relentlessly demanding my time and effort. Yet, deep down, I acknowledge that this struggle is an integral part of my growth and personal development that has done an excellent job in shaping me into a more determined individual.

The hidden truth most of us students don’t realize is that nothing gives us that insane of amount of motivation than academics, the urge to improve knowledge and skills is something we thrive on. And when that urge the night before an important exam kicks in, we call it the “academic weapon”. I call it the motivation that make us feel more valid and worthy of being called a student in the first place. It’s the driving force that pushes us to unlock our full potential, the eagerness to be better. So yes, let us be “academic weapons”, it’s kind of what keeps us going.

Even through all those late nights, assignment deadlines, extensive reading and exams lead to the most anxiety I’ve ever experienced, there is no doubt that the memories, self-discovery and friendships is something that I will cherish for a very long time. If you are reading this and you feel lost, hopeless, scared or uncertainty, just know that you are not alone. As silly as it sounds, all of this is meant to make you grow, find your way and become a better version of yourself. No one is meant to get it right the first time around. Academics is meant to be an accomplishment, something that is celebrated. So take your time and I’m pretty sure you’ll see the brightest light at the end of the tunnel, not matter how dark and scary that tunnel may look right now.